Friday, July 17, 2009

Happy!

HELLO!! HELLO!!

I am in such a super mood today, maybe it was due to my worship time, due to the late night walk, due to the time with mom, due to time with friends, or due to all the above. Either way I am happy!! And I am not complaining. I have not been so happy in a while.. I had a great work out today with a good friend. I did not look my best and I did not care. I worked hard, and it felt good. Even though I did a little to much. I was in a down spiral for a while and struggling with some thoughts. Same ones that always come up when I am depressed. I know they are a lie of the devil but I still have a hard time getting over them at times.

I am happy, I am passionate, I am fired up to write on my books and get them done. I am tired of "waiting" for Mr. Right. I shouldn't be waiting. I should just live and follow my dreams. I will make him catch me. No matter who he is or will be I will not settle for less then I deserve, less then what my standards are. He must like my family, he must be a christian, He must not have a problem with my cats. They were there first.....

yada, yada, yada.................. Blah, Blah, blah...............

Any ways off to write, <3 br="">
~Anjiu